Tuesday, December 26, 2006
okok since all e girls hv blogged abt xmas i shall too =) haha honestly. i dont feel a damn thing? its just. another day another night (hence mr k chew u hv failed to instill e love for e festival in me) ha spent e day w didi mostly and met e girls in e night at balcony. theme was STRIPES. haha mel lik totally hates stripes and dots la. haha special thanks to the damn sweet guys who bought ice cream log cakes =D twas yummy. balc0ny was boring. really. i think what was best about the night was really just seeing my lovely ladies again. and not in a club. actually seeing them and laughin with them and all. haha BRYANT IS DAMN GAY. haha think ken muz hv felt violateed... mayb i'll post e pics up when i get them! omg e after balcony bit was horrid! we were wanderin e streets for a bit. just to i dno. walk? and there were bloody alota mad banglahs that were sprayin foam and this coloured gooy thingy? and they upsetted jasmine! may their lil black balls continue shrinkin. BAH. after awhile. had a good chat with... yea talked about alot. hmm. ok ask me abt it i shant blog here. but. i suppose in life we all hv huge decisions to make. either way. one will be hurt and sad and torn. e question is who? hmmmm
anwyay. xmas is suppose to be a happy day for all. but lets be realistic here. life. BAH. its sad to know that 2 ppl who love each otehr and have been going at it strong for so long. will suddenly realise that they're essentially different. and this causes such a huge gap b/w them that it might lead to seperation. and its heartbreaking to know what a misunderstanding and a refusal to accept and make things better can leave 2 hearts broken and have so many upset. i suppose i am lucky now. to be where i am. granted i hv a bloody tough decision to make. but i am luckier than my lovelies. so hmm. pray i choose wisely.
my gf told me jsut now. there are so many couples who decide to stay together despite being so different and bloody not gettin along. they get married. and eventually lead to singapore's rising divorce rates. woman darling uve struck an odd chord in me. and gotten me thinking. BAH
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 2:49 AM *
