Tuesday, October 24, 2006
sometimes.
u think u've gotten it all under control.
all kept up and washed away.
forgotten. for good.
then all of a sudden.
one photo.
thats all it takes to open that pandora's box u swore u wouldnt touch.
then u want to know more.
u want to indulge in memories u know u cannot afford.
u want that feeling of many many many years ago.
in that dream, just out of reach.
ive never ever, felt anything like what im feeling now.
and i know i cannot.
ive locked those photos away.
buried those letters and notes writen, unsent.
i think back on the days i learnt.
i learnt to want.
i learnt to dream.
i learnt to stalk.
i learnt to hope.
i learnt to cry.
i learnt unrequited love.
those with me in my sec 2 days.
YES ITS WHO YOU THINK IM TALKIN ABOUT.
the one who directed my thoughts, moods, reactions, grades
the one who came to sch at 6.37 that thursday
the one who i bumped into when i turned around e corner
the one who i stayed on till evening to catch a glimpse off
the one who was bloody hidden by a tree
the one who taught me to love the piano
how can one photo do so much to me. be strong mel. be strong.
and DONT SURF FRIENDSTER.
my gf is right. ive had far too many guys walk in and out of my young life -_-"
this one has left a giant footprint.
far too many of you have left giant footprints.
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 4:55 AM *
