~~Sunday, August 27, 2006~~

thank u david lee for being there. n jin yuan too. n well if its to be counted, birdy. hmm.

i cant help my swinging. it just swings n its going out of control and i cant talk mel back to being normal n stable le. its not something i wish for. i need my stability to concentrate on studying. crap that didi.

i FINALLY met up w tele yesterday aft he's been in army for goodness knows how many months. haha isnt army suppose to give u bulk n muscles? haha aft seeing tele! i realise its a common misconception ;p! ha ure still practically e ONLY male didi's alright with.

OMG IM HAPPY! phoebe's comin back in dec =D! haha finally. she hasnt been back since lik sec 4 or sth! ha 7 weeks! oh my goodnesss im really excited.. she says nz lacks hot males so she's gonna come back pick some. haha silly person.~

ok gp PRELIM starts tml. can u believe it? its THE prelims. the PRELIMS. THE PRELIMS... SHITTTTTTTTT. i cant seem to find that drive i had in sec 4. WHERE IS THE GUAI KIA IN ME!! argh. how did i guai guai sit there crammin 15 hrs a day non stop for weeks. howwwww. now its kinda 1 hr.. eat.. 1 hr.. walk arnd... 1 hr.. call didi... 1 hr.. call gf.. 1hr.. MOOD SWING. argh im gg nuts seriously. i muz mug. was wonderin w belle yesterday how we managed to finish a couple of rounds of revision in sec 4, AND still have time to do countless past yr papers frm many many sec schs. now! i dont think most of us can even finish studyin properly for e prelism much less do e papers.

ha kang hao is damn cute. he seriously believes ying yang when they say ive finsihed rounds of revision n he was stressing out beside me in e lib the other day. haha then when he realised im quite far behind too he er wads tt "song le yi ke qi" sth lik that. haha studied w kangs then ltr birdy on fri, b4 headin off for dinner jinyuan n howan. haha mean ppl! lying to me e entire evening. tsktsk.~

ok its late. i have to mug. study hard everyone. dun stress!

* i'll close my eyes and remember. 3:29 PM *