Saturday, July 15, 2006
MY PERIOD IS COMING. bah. yes that is the explanation for my frequent mood swings/suddenly sian diao face/random outburst n crying during chem/daily quarrels w didi/sit arnd n just stare into space.. oh goodness. e pains of e monthly thing.. BAH. i think it might be the explanation of my hot pink nails. haha thou most account that to pure bimbotism -_-" i tink e hot pink quite hot wad!
oh goodness. im demoralised. i hv this "oh f. im gona fail prelims" mood. did BADLY for midyrs. SHITTTT. its a D E O so far. no B no C. DIE LA.. this is e time ppl start gettin As n Bs mel. shits.. D for chem (shit). E for maths.. pretty expected ba.. O for physics.. KANG HAO! y u nv stdy harder!! not i'd pass hahaa. =) but thanks anyway. well left w econs which i m er i dun tink i failed.. hoping for a D.. but i think E's more probable.. i dno whats up la my results are lik a rollercoaster downhill.. last yr one of e tops for chem.. now below average.. topped econs in ct1. now rock bottom.. *pats myself on the back* -_-" arghhhh think im gona start chionging le.. sian..
argh i noe this is a common whinin topic but IM GETTIN FAT. sniff my abs are practically invisible i think. BAH. muz go work out more.. heh PLUS. my house has chocolates. lik ALOT!! 4KG of M&Ms..godiva chocolate bars n biscuits..harrods chocolates..marksnspencers milk chocolate digestives!.. millions of rochers..TIMTAMS..heavens frm aussie..oh god.. save me someone!! haha..
heh on a happier note. IM GETTIN AN IPOD NANO =D yayy happy.. its so pretty. heh n after it arrives im gettin a new phone =D probably e new samsung flip phone.. white or light pink.. chio leh.. haha one thing wonderful abt being daddy's lil girl.. i'll never not have something i need/want =D anything my or my sis needs/wants.. as long as its logical daddy will give.. *love.
watchin brokeback w didi tml. haha really wondering what e show's like! since zhu said its erm very artistic. n my older male friends have expressed their doubts on their sexuality aft watchin it..hurhur..
hmm.. today we quarreled. read e private blog. which has moved. haha i have no idea y its moved actually. y did it have to move.. since she no longer sees me as a friend.. so i think i can stop seeing her as a friend too. so many even if i post here n she gets hurt or angry or upset i shdnt give a fac too.. (fac is read lik FACtory.. FACtor. NOT. fuck..new word by didi -_-") haha nvm i shd juz blog private -_-" lalala~ its moved so ppl who er. can have the link plz get it frm me personally.. haha i quite lik e new name. quite cool huh..
you tell me ure in love with me
that you cant take ur pretty eyes away from me
its not that i dont wana stay
but everytime you come too close i move away
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 1:40 AM *
