Saturday, July 22, 2006
Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant
cool huh. for ppl who dun uds (fail phy n math lidat) see ah it kinda means if ure beautiful.. either unavailable or brainless.. available means not really beautiful or not v brainy.. haha quite funny but rather true if u think abt it...
im super moody right now.. intense mood swings im going thru.. watched pirates w nballers.. that was enjoyable.. u girls make me so happy n alive.. i duno any other time im constantly smiling n so so happy.. =) pirates was not bad.. haha but i felt it kinda long leh.. aft 2 hrs i was gettin pretty restless n started worming arnd le.. wan ling has a nice ht for me to worm =D but jack's my perfect one =) haha SMINT i dno if u read this stil but i hope IT goes well.. HAI SIAN =< ohhh got to know a little more abt someone's love story n marriage to be. its so so sweet.. cried both times e story was told -_-" super touching la..
i seriously hope u dun read this my dear. but im seriously hvin 2nd thoughts abt gettin married.. (OK i noe i WILL eventually but for now lar.) haha cos i dno leh how can u trust someone with everything u have u own u cherish. i dno la. been thinking nonsenses again obviously.. watched e buttons mtv. WALAO how do u resist THAT?! even i am tempted.. hmm everyone has a level beyond which they cannot resist temptation.. every man has his price.. what happens if u get married and that price is met.. n i cant even finish counting the number of fathers of friends n stuff i know who've once had a small affair or sth.. MALES.. what can i say.. hmm.. mom told me abt her friend.. who's husband left cos she had some problems with her womb.. some intense bleeding of some sort.. had to remove her womb after that.. e entire womb.. really sad.. she cant have kids that means.. n her hormones are a little different.. then e icing atop the cake.. her husband left cos he felt she wasnt a complete woman.. f*ck e guy standin there readin that "thru thick n thin sick n death blablabla" yar right. to hell with u. i want to believe u goddammit.. its not that i dont. i still think abt the thing that never happened and the history we rewrote so that what i din wana happen never happen n its working a little but not totally. BAH. go. away. blasting "IM NOT oKAY" helps alot. rock it.. oh screw kiss goodbye playin. b4 i flood e house i shall go change song. bye :)
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 3:18 AM *
