Sunday, May 21, 2006
hello! im really happy today.. thou not e entire day.. ha woke up happy! cos someone who promised to msg did! funny how simple things can make u happy :)! aft tt not so happy le.. jo called n said jean couldnt make it anymore! which made me quite sad really.. lookin 4ward to us 4 gg out tgt again de la. wa how come 4 plp so hard to meet up.. obviously bfs, trngs, parents, e usual.. BUT! haha nvm so decided to meet later on..
went to tuition. ha woman e GIANT was there! i saw him. haha he doesnt look so giant anymore thou. hehh tuition was er.helpful.. haha aft tt went to town.. supose to meet jo at eunos la but aiya nvm shant elaborate.. ANYWAY JEAN DEAR THANK U! for changing my mind abt not going.. for keeping me company n makin me smile.. for hearing me whine n bitch.. for convincing me to go for e outing.. for makin me not seem lik a complete loser in popular! haha for everything n everything n everything.. "what colour is a champagne rose?" WELL DEAR.. lemme tink.. champagne mayb? u havent changed a tad since sec 1 dear.. bought a sweet lavender rose for jojo.. was really beautiful when i got it.. it juz bloomed ~ damn chio la thou i dont really love lavender roses.. haha u made me smile n killed 40 min x)! love u
met yi n jo aft tt then we went to walk walk arnd.. couldnt keep focused at first.. cos there was a huge crowd today at town.. my eyes kept scanning e crowd as they alwys do whenever im in town nowadays n know u might be around too.. thou i noe u werent there la x( went to cine ltr to meet this seller w jo. haha so qiao! e girl jojo was gona buy e skirt frm was actually jennifer! e girl tt ive known frm er goodness knows wher! prob pri sch tuition! ahah we cfm know each other's faces juz tt dno wher we've met! cuteness.. met her a couple of times b4 alwys in heeren thou.. once along e escalator.. once while didi n i were queuein to tak neos while she was queuein w her bf.. haha cute girl she is..
aft tt we walked to ps.. to look for FOOD.. halfway crossing e road i received an sms.. my heart stopped n i started gettin dizzy, was almost afraid i'd faint there n then. was close to that.. then called to asked wad happened.. i was shocked.. and weirdly, extremely sad.. started to cry a little.. which was absolutely illogical.. tt tears stinging e back of e eyes sensation was pretty strong.. but i shouldnt be crying.. really.. dno how much of the truth is out. but its enough i guess.. at least i hope its time e lies end.. u'll stop lying and i can stop lying too..
digress OMG THIS PERSON ADDED ME ON MSN. AND IS AFTER TT. i dont believe it!! AHHHH and making progress.. AHHHHHHHHHH *ok mel DO NOT hyperventilate. do noe murder the person.. *breatheeeee heh x)
eh aft tt horrific moments. we went to ps cafe cartel.. eh i'll cont. tml. brb!
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 4:51 AM *
