~~Monday, April 24, 2006~~

heyy! im so tired! goodness.. waiting for the dance pictures to finish uploading. about 100+ haha.. oh mann Regale 06 is over.. totally over.. no more dance practices and stuff.. suddenly its a hell lot more of free time.. but yea tt sudden emptiness thingy's gona set in soon i guess.. aha mel being mel n all :s

ha e concert was a success =D considerin how little faith that stupid woman had in us. BAH! everyone agreed her item was e worst of all (mrs ting im referring too) haha.. rly proud of e concert tt its e first time vj concerts in PT actually used e top gallery.. haha.. have learnt so much from this concert.. since its e first lik full scale performance ive actually been in.. goodness.. hair n make up tks a hell lota work! haha it rly takes each n every dancers' effort to make a concert a success.. even all of us who havent done ballet for e past 10 yrs. haha we're something too =D!

super tired now thou.. past week esp fri n sat were so super hiong.. everyday there was dance till at lesat 10pm.. then on wed there was netball.. friday was e worst.. at 445 there was e hwa chong game.. goodness. they are FREAKING GOOD LA!! like DAMN DAMN DAMNNN good im stunnedd.. we died pretty badly i suppose.. scorewise i mean.. but i think we din play vv badly.. juz tt they were DAMN good.. entire game barely any intercepts at all.. cant imagine how e shooters muz feel thou cos our score was so low.. lik kept feeling scared tt they'd b lik super gek n AHHHHHH tt us defenders cant even get e ball into their side of e court w/o it gettin intercepted.. e hc defenders were rly damn zai.. lik every 1/4 of our psases they intercepted.. they were taller bigger firmer faster more fit can jump higher etc etc.. n tt WA i was defending.. had super good timing of runs n everything.. tired lik hell.. twisted my entire left leg during e game.. now my hip knee ankle feels. er... disconnected from my body.. haha :s quite scary.. aft e game i rly rly REALLY din wana dance.. i wanted to lie on e floor n go to sleeP! x) din have time to showers or wash my hair so juz chionged to e toilet to briefly wash up b4 shyong wei sent me to sch..

oh ya gotta say a HUGEEEEE public thank u to u la.. thanks for sendin me home aft dance lik half a millionnnn times =D ahah and erm thanks for e present n flowers~ they're by far e prettiest flowers ive received, ever :) haha seniors rock la..!

anyway that was friday.. sat had training lik 8am in e morn.. think it was a rly useful trainin.. learnt a hell lot abt defending frm glan.. thanks so so much.. haha n! we have concluded tt its body contour n longterm habit tt cause my butt to stick out n knock opponents! not cos i use my butt to butt them x(! bahh.. i lovee e netball team.. they all came down to support dance n they bought light sticks!! okie i shall not lose tracK!! sat!! went to eat w bern aft trng.. WALAO i eat one baby mash potato.. one drink.. one piece of chicken.. one baby burger.. n she hadnt finish her cheesefries.. AND she actually dared to tell jac e day b4 i eat really slowly.. OH WELL! silly bimbo.. sheesh~ haha aft tt went shoppin for yings present! haha i bought sth nice! but i shant say it here in case she reads! haha.. then headed back to sch for dance.. my god by e time i reached sch i was lik dying le la.. zombiefied!! din noe whether i could move! much less dance... but i did.. haha.. okie back to netballers! they all bought lightsticks! noe e pretty pretty fat fat ones tt produce light when its dark! haha nice nice! then during J2 item e all that jazz when i was half kneeling there for like goodness knows how long n e whole audience was dark i could see them all right in e middle wavin e sticks like mad! goodness was rly rly touched i wanted to crY!!!! haha psychoin myself "no mel dont cry dont cry x(" haha seein u girls gave me real reason to smile kneeling there.. not e gek smile we've gotta put on.. thank u team i loveeeee u guys to bits n pieves laa!! =D oh during indian item.. lik first 7 seconds there was this turn.. then i turned n saw someone.. who smiled.. haha im happy to see u =) rly rly.. thou we din get to talk aft tt.. glad u came aft all to lend some support.. haha oh well that smile frm u almost made me forget e steps aft but what e heck ;)! haha it was alright.. oh ya huibin n her timonnn came down.. huibin dear thanks hen duo hen duo.. touched u stil bothered n cared enuf to come down frm e other end of singapore to watch =D sorry i din go w u guys aft tt.. wud rly hv loved too.. x( haha thanks! eh thanks n thanks to jo n sijian n huibin etc etc who brought flowers down.. haha they've all bloomed n prettifying my house now.. haha hpy to hv friends lik u guys man =D supportive even if i wasnt doin much =x and Jas!! ur pretty thingy's on my bed noww.. haha i love e words on it. haha! ME! happy to see u my pretty girl :)! and to zixuan n jian wei too :)! aiyo n thanks to e other ppl ive missed! i feel damn blur nowww man! okie pics are done uploading will update next time..! e dance pics will be up under one of the links soon! so go take a look there :)

oh ya this blog's has had WAY TOO MANY hits le la.. im gona hv another! a more private one.. come get e link personally from me n DONT SHAREEE!! haha there're some stuff tts more easily said when not everyone (read someone someone someone) can view it.. haha..

//*maybe.. maybe i shouldnt hope.. maybe u shdnt have said mayb.. maybe i shdnt have asked.. maybe i shdnt hv felt again.. maybe they look too alike.. maybe im not making sense.. maybeline has good eyeshadow and foundation.. maybe la huh.. MAYBE x)

* i'll close my eyes and remember. 3:35 AM *