Thursday, April 13, 2006
hello! i know i havent blogged for ages, but i mean who's wana hear abt my life.. almost no life now.. cca 10times.. 7 days a week.. haha someone tell me again y e hell im in dance n netball.. goodness.. trainings are enjoyable of cos i love playin netball.. suddenly it feels quite good to be so free.. of how ur body moves.. haha no need of "pointing the left foot" and "stretching the right hand" goodness.. haha.. my sch work's falling behind.. end up sleepin in class alot.. my gosh yesterday's math lecture was the worse! i tried to stay awake.. n failed lik 3 times.. haha ended up w a big mess on my paper cos i fell aslp w/o cappin my pen.. haha.. oh shucks! i sprined my ankle dammit.. really REALLY embarrassing way of spraining.. haha.. so i cant run tml le.. n i din train tdae.. nor did i dance.. feel. horrid la. was lookin 4ward to training alot.. aft dance yest n mon.. rly missed training. haha weird.. n tml's run bahh sth i rly rly wanted to do.. i love sprinting.. hmm.. heard who got into final run for 100m 2dae n suddenly im lik "oh shit it" i rly should have joined 100m sprint this yr.. cos lik most definitely would have made it thru e hits. AND i wun hv gotten last tml summore.. shit.. n i regret not doin javelin/shot putt.. bah y m i soooo lazy! MELLLLL arghhhhhhh... tink i will b really happy when dance concert ends.. hey u noe im lik really angry w u.. i was so so angry when i heard abt what u said.. i rly rly dont understand wtf is up w er stuff n all but hell dont be so two-faced n hypocritical babe girl. tinkin of going for counselling soon.. but mayb its juz cos of the stress of concert practices n netball n e lactic acid build up.. mayb if these thoughts go away i could skip that.. haha right.. i really am evil.. oh i met bern's cousin tdae.. haha she's so damn intelligent.. n adorable.. my gosh she speaks alarmingly well for a 4 yr old.. v class n w an adorable accent (slightly) ABSOLUTELY a potentional bimbo.. think she takes after bernice man.. haha.. wonderin if bern the bimbo will read this.. haha oh i have a new ulitimate bimbotic statment which i shant post here n paiseh myself =X haha.. im smiling again at least.. think i shall go sleep b4 e smile changes to tears again x)
//*ur voice lets me put the knife down again...
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 3:17 AM *
