Friday, January 20, 2006
i bumped into her somewhere. on saturday. in e afternoon.. now lookin at her i wonder "how e fuck could i have EVER felt threatened by her?" mel had to be mad.. she does look alright in some photos but lookin at her tt day.. holy crap. no.. haha i told tele abt it e same evening. n he was lik "see wad all of us have been telling u all along -_-" " oh well. so teletubby was right.. but i dno.. i cant really remember what exactly happened then that made me so so sad.. but now lookin at her.. there's this slight.. er. fear tts still there.. nevermind.. i photograph better.. bah..
all my insecurities...
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 12:01 AM *
