Friday, October 28, 2005
shucks. saw cheryl's friendster profile. read some testimonials n felt how lovin e 2 of them were. ha i so love e feelin o falling n starting out tgt. its alwys nice. only e niceness nv lasts. hell it was this way for us too. n e guy b4 tt. n e one b4 tt. n e one b4 tt. n er. ok not really e one b4 all e b4 tts. haha well. its alwys lidat. readin her n yaos stuff. made me feel. rather down i should say, reviewin our current relationship status. ha they're rltnship is labelled complicated. same as ours. only e reason differs so much. theirs. question of how attached. married as they're hoping perhaps? ours. emotionally strange now. empty even. thou less frequent now. we're both tryin i guess thou he seems to be trying more. let this be enough to pull us through. hell. no pitying allowed. been there, done that. bla if this doesnt wk out, next up i'll take a look at nunnary. or lesbianism. bgr. haha im gettin bored of it. ive had enough for now. thou this is e same ting i said e last time. n e one b4 tt. n e one b4 tt. n e one b4 tt. ha.
ok i should be doin pw. goodbye for awhile. ooohhhh. im gg for threesome!! =) i bet i'll enjoy it
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 5:12 AM *
