Thursday, September 08, 2005
hi blog. how are u. mel's depressed right now. she doesnt know y either. mayb cos its late. n she's lonely. but tt doesnt seem to be it. mayb she's juz lonely.alwys. mayb. * i haven seen u in more than 8 months. i do wonder how ure doin. that one day. replays over and over. every scene. unforgettable. why. wads so special abt u. what connected between us the day i walked through the door. wad was it abt tt afternoon. it has to b ur looks. thats all. i dont care. thats it. plz go away. du haunt me any longer. its affecting me. im missing u n i shdnt b. u noe. he said she's super hard to maintain if he or anyone else were to marry her. they were sleepy n bored n talkin abt wad kinda house they'd wana live in. she'd want a condo or a pretty terrace with a car. he'd want a flat n a car's optional. its queer. car n house. v hard to maintain ma? he thinks she's spoilt by her daddy. but all daddys spoil their baby girls. it doesnt make sense for daddy to give his baby girl to someone who'll make her suffer. does it? i duwan le. i duwan anything.
how physical should close friends be?
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 5:18 AM *
