Thursday, August 11, 2005
i miss my nana.. she's only be gone lik 4 hrs.. n i miss her already.. haha.. i hope she does well.. she'll be so crushed if she doesn.. but hell there's abt 40 countries participating? or so i heard la.. its gona be hard to do well.. haha i realise she's super small sized.. standin with e other national fighters.. haha my darling little fighter :) we met her ex-bf or sth lidat.. some guy she had sth w.. national judo.. *pheew can u imagine if they fought? national karate n national judo.. lik international sparring competition lidat.. scary thought! ooh i watched this aneroxic show juz now.. if its aim was to help ppl gain self confidence n tell them aneroxia is wrong.. i guess they totally failed. e show made me feel really really fat. n made me even keener on gg on a successful diet.. almost had a row w him over whether im fat.. hai. i shall eat less. n not snack on paddlepops.. i love paddle pops :( haiz.. fats go away.. PLEASE. i wana be lik deddrick.. he's lik 184/185 n he's only 40 kg *blows n he flies away* haha how nice :) eh but tts not healthy i suppose..
ooh firstly. thank u.. to all e ppl who's been msgin/emailing me n givin me advice n stuff on my rltnship w didi.. i admit its a rltnship not rly worth continuing after sunday's incident.. but im holdin on.. thanks for everything my dear frenz.. :) hmm.. n some ppl have gotten stuff mixed up! in a nutshell its lik he initiated break up on saturday for awhile.. then he patched back with me.. n i suggested on sunday but we patched back after an argument and fight.. yeapx.. so thanks ppl.. we're.. rather fine.. thou its hard..
anyway sch starts tml.. there's training :) i hope stuff will go well.. i shall sleep now.. goodnight :)
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 2:53 AM *
