Monday, July 18, 2005
mel is in a bad bad moodd.. she's rather depressed actually.. n angry.. dno y too.. mayb its cos we quarelled today.. but that cant be the reason cos we quarrel everyday so im used to it.. well i was juz studyin.. happily.. den i started geettin abit moody.. so i went to plae e piano to cheer myself up.. shucks i cant plae piano for nuts now.. dun tink jojo's tcher will wana accept a student this bad n when tiff hears how bad my piano playin has bcome he's gona laff himself silly.. so i called woman who DIN PICK UP HER PHONE.. den didi.. haha shuen picked up e phone so we talked abt er.. pokemon? for awhile.. some P6's are juz so. cute.
im irritated w ur self-love.. hell. its amazing how u can say "i know everyone's juz in love with me n dying to be like me" n actually sound lik u mean it.. jialat. mel's gettin the. i really wana stab her. n im serious feeling all over again.. fuck stayin in vj's gona drive me nuts.. at lesat there's netball tml.. guess its sth i actually can look forward too ba.. its rather nice to try new stuff once in a while.. thou i do miss bball a lil i guess.. haha but lookin at how my other dunmanians have moved on frm bball im sure i can do e same too~
oh ya! GIRLS!!! didi told me his fren (female) got scouted by this modelling agency thingy den ended up takin porno pics.. its so disgusting.. den jean said she noes abt stuff lidat too.. its so freakin me out how they can pick ppl off e streets n do tt man.. haha now everytime some scout approches i get lik super jittery insidee.. so all girls plz be carefull okAy~ i duwan ath to happen to any of my friends~
oh i realised annabelle is super smart.. she got lik 75% for chem.. n its raffles chem mind u (means its s paper standard n shit hard) e top is lik 85% so she's around 7 marks off.. good grief.. do u noe how genius tt makes her.. woah.. i shall go built a temple n worship her n pray for good chem marks or sth..
2dae shopped around w serena for awhile.. she bot this piNk top n this nail art thingy.. its a nail stamp thing.. i din get a set but now im really tempted too cos it isnt really ex n its quite pretty!! well there's still sth i dont really lik abt it i dno wad but its sooo temptin!! haha.. oso v tempted to get this scent.. only my friend wears it everyday so yea i dun wana go around smelling like her.. haha everytime she comes by she's alwys "smelt before she's seen" e scents really nice n fruity n fresh! vv sweet.. gettin really addicted to it.. shall be decisive n decide by the next tuition! (ok that isnt really v decisive but whateva) oh shit.. its 1150.. promised didi to slp by 12~ oops.. haha good night everyone.. have a great week ok.. n dun let e monday blues hit u too bad :s (shucks..probably takin back econs tml!!)
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 3:35 AM *
