Saturday, July 30, 2005
im pissed. my dad can be highly fucked up when he feels up to it. n he thinks im demanding. wait till he meets my dad. whatever. my mood changed lik 20 min ago? i was perfectly perfectly hpy b4 tt yet it swings again lik no one's buis. i shal go tak med l8t to put myself to slp. hey it rly wks. drink 20ml cough mixture + 2/3 flu tablets. knocks me out within an hr. if my bro's extra noisy. take 4 tablets. half hr knock out. hmm. someone teach me how to make someone else study man. prelimss are lik 3 weeks off n he's barely touched a single book. its hard to blame him when his entire sch's still in this state of heck-careness. most wil appeal to sajc arts anw. sian. XXX msged sayin his gf went to poly n left for some poly guy. sheesh e standards there are freakin high who m i to stand a chance against them. *chokes* tmls gona b a hell of a boring day. nth to do in the morning n evening. and tuition in the middle. ruins a perfectly good saturday in my opinion. WHO THE _ USED TT JOURNAL VIEWER. i effing hate it when someone does it hangs the friggin msn. asshole. its definitely not a female im tokin to so it has to be some unscrewed male. irritating. mel's quite grouchy
* i'll close my eyes and remember. 2:45 AM *
